Hello everyone 🙂
I would like to say why I want to do self-help and sorta what I’m going to do! This section means a lot to me and I wanted to express why I am doing going to be so invested in this and my blog.
I suffer from depression, a couple anxiety disorders and PTSD I also have autism. A butt load of stuff right? Over the years I have struggled to find coping skills that help (none ever really worked for about 5 years) and be able to cope in general, it was miserable and I hated that and wished it on n one. I resorted to cutting for about 6 years, in the last year I have been able to stop. Within the last 6-8 months, my mood has brightened. The past 6 years have been the hardest years of my life, I sometimes wish they have never happened and they would just disappear from existence, but without those years, I wouldn’t be who I am today. love for my fandoms and games has tremendously helped me so has writing and gaming.
I have built friendships in online communities that I would never have dreamed of, some of these people are my best friends and nobody could replace any of them. Those online communities really helped.
One story I would like to share but am scared too is this:
I had been bullied by some girls really badly to the point it got with the cops. I was considering killing myself, I had Supernatural on in the background it was playing “Hunteri Heroici” one of my favorite episodes but I wasn’t really paying attention then eventually my mind went to the TV (I get distracted easily) and a cat goes “Dumbass” and I start laughing, I remembered the scene because Castiel was interrogating the cat.
I then found this quote:
Why I wanted to start helping people is because I hated seeing other suffers too, I’ve always to stop the pain and never have them feel the pain I did, or at least ease it. I’ve felt useless at helping myself, so why not teach others how to handle their mental disorders better than I can?
What I want to do in the Self-Help section is make Printables (maybe even fandom related ones) and do Journals. I already have one I’m working on. I also want to do funny posts and what to do when your sad or anxious 🙂
Anyways, keep living the fandom geek life! That’s all!